When I started out in the community
as a member, YFC Qatar was just a chapter. The chapter head then was the only
one left from their batch and everyone else are also new in the service. Our chapter,
the whole YFC Qatar, was consisted of only just four or five households and for
four years, this community has been through a lot. Good and bad.
The simplest feeling of being so
grateful is one thing that we often neglect. Despite the good things that have
happened, we let the struggles sink in to us first without reminding ourselves
that we’re so blessed. We tend to focus ourselves on the problems we’re going
through instead of focusing on what was set for us by Him. Personally, I am
guilty.
Ate Joyce giving a talk during a national conference |
It hasn’t been very easy when my
leaders and the heads left for college.
That feeling of being so alone when almost everyone you depend on in
this service is no longer there came to me. Everyone was new. Everyone was
adjusting on how things will work the way they did before and being one of the
few leaders who remained in the country, everything felt like a burden. My start as a national head wasn’t very
pleasant to me and to everyone else around me. It didn’t seem like a blessing
but a burden. There were so many problems that all I see are the bad things
going on. I came to the point that I was asking God, “Do you really believe I
can handle all these? “ His replies are nothing but more difficulties but one
thing that he’s been telling me is “these things aren’t hard yet “or “you’re
not going through a tough time yet”. I’m guessing that if we we’re casually
talking he’d tell me, “Cool story sis, I carried a cross and died for you”.
It was inevitable that our leaders
needed to go on with their lives as well but one thing for sure is that the
community didn’t start from zero and that God really did work through them. Truly, I honor those leaders who have invested
so much in me. From those 2 chapters in Doha to a chapter in Dukhan and another
one is Mesaieed just recently; surely, we’ve been so blessed. Four years ago, having 20+ participants in a youth
camp is enough but when we prayed for 80 last month, He gave us more than a
hundred.
Seeing what YFC Qatar is today just
affirms me every single day that God is working in this community. I realized that we all just need to endure
and remain faithful because His victory waits. Our service everyday is to
simply love and be faithful. Just that
simple. Nothing will be too hard for you if you just do these things. I believe
that God has so many plans for me and the community. I may not see it now but
He can because He is God and I am not.
“My brothers and sisters, consider
yourselves fortunate when all kinds of trials come your way, for you know that
when your faith succeeds in facing such trails, the result if the ability to
endure “- James 1:2-4
“My son, if you
have decided to serve the Lord, prepare yourself for trials. Keep your heart
upright and remain resolute; do not be upset in the time of adversity. Hold
fast to the Lord; do not separate yourself from him so that you may be
successful to the end of your days. Accept all that happens to you, be patient
when you are humbled, for as gold is tested in the fire, so those acceptable to
God are tested in the crucible of humiliation. Have confidence in him and he
will take care of you; follow the right path and hope in him.” - Sirach 2:1-6
- Joyce Ann Clarize Galang, YFC Qatar
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